October 2010
I just want to stay in bed.
This sweater feels so good on my skin. I’m so comfortable. I’m so tired. I can’t wait to come back home and automatically get right back into this position. And stay here. I need my voice back.
Everytime I watch heartbreakers this song makes me...
Wtf
I have to pay $55 for William to come with me to the wedding. Nigga prease.
I hate being sick.
I need 00 g plugs. Stat.
I am deathly ill.
The bridesmaids dress
Isn’t as bad as I thought. I would’ve posted a picture but she wouldn’t let me take any. :\ fail.
I swear I hate my life...
Why couldn’t I get a car handed to me on my graduation. I always felt like I deserved something more than the zoo. If I get this other job I’m screwed. I hate not having a car. So where I get hired is never my decision. Its who has to take me. :\ its embarrassing. Its shitty and at first I was happy and now I’m just not even wanting to go to the second interview. I should stop...
My cat woke me up
An hour before I was ready to get up. I’m sick. :( I can’t clear my throat well enough. Maybe I’m love sick? I’ve never been sick back to back as far as I can remember. And its a crappy thing. I finally washed my makeup brushes. I need to get some spray for them where you spray them and wipe them off and bingo. This whole swirling baby shampoo thing is not that great....
I can’t sleep. I just keep thinking and watching Nana. I need a new invisi shield for my phone. Thank you, William’s pocket. I have work tomorrow. I need to request days off. I feel bad. I’m not working with the best duo tomorrow, but at least I’m working somewhere period. I hope he tells me his phone died and he loves me and good night. I need it after the things that...
Note to self
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I'm sort of stuck
In that “I don’t know how to feel” phase. Part of me is excited for this. The other part of me wants to remain as distant we were on the so called break. I don’t know how to pick up where we left off or even if we have. I know he thinks its not a big deal because he’s always felt the same way, but I can’t just put myself back together to adjust to this again. I...
